Broken bones and sacrifices…

Fortunately, I have never broken a bone in my body.  Unfortunately, two of my girls did when they were just six-years old.  Totally sad!  The worst part about the last accident was that it happened about 36 hours prior to our Disneyland vacation.

My middle daughter was pumped for this trip.  She had been taking swimming lessons and was going to finally conquet the “big” water slide.  But those plans changed on the monkey bars last Wednesday evening when a tiny little hand slipped and my little girl fell awkwardly.

She is ok.  The bone was set and a cast was placed on her arm. In fact, I think it weighs as much as she does!

But my heart is breaking for her.  I am sad when I think of how she can’t swim this trip, or ride the roller coasters that she had been looking forward to riding.  Yes, we have done special things and she is having a wonderful time, but it is still sad. However, she is resilient and is making the best of toting around a 10 pound weight in a sling around her neck.

I wish so much that I could take her place.  I wish that it was my arm that was broken so she could run and play and ride the rides she wanted to ride.  I wish that I could make it all better immediately.  And most of all I wish that my little girl didn’t have to go through the pain that she went through last week.

Ever wish that in your life?  For anything or anyone?

As a pastor, I can find a preachable sermon in almost anything.  This is definitely no exception…

Jesus took the place for us.  He paid the price and made the sacrifice so we didn’t have to.  He endured the pain, the torture, and death so we could be made whole!  Thank you Jesus for that ultimate sacrifice and brokenness!

Until next time…

Pastor Barry

All things orthopedic…

It will always be interesting to me to see how quickly plans and agendas can change.  Take for example today, I had planned on writing about the “Great I Am.”  It was an inspiring weekend and I wanted to share some insights that I discovered.  However, this morning in the office has been anything but inspiring, and I would rather tell you about the mundane….

To keep a long story short – I have knee pain.  More specifically, I have torn cartilage and some beginnings of arthritis.  It has been hurting for sometime and so I started the process of having it looked at.  This is where it gets interesting.  Don’t get me wrong – I am extremely happy that I have health insurance – but the way managed health care is operating I shutter at the horror of a nationalized government regulated health care system.

In August I scheduled an appointment (for September) with my primary care physician so I could get a referral appointment with an orthopedic surgeon.  I spent all of ten minutes in the doctors office and that included the blood pressure check from his nurse.  Anyhow, he ordered a set of  x-rays (for what I don’t know) and I was done.  A day later, the referral came along with the quote “because the x-rays were inconclusive” which is what I told the doctor when he ordered them – (I’d done this before).

It then took took 2 full months to get an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon, another 3 weeks for an MRI, another 2 weeks to get back into the orthopedic surgeon, and then finally surgery was “tentatively” scheduled for February 28th.  And I say “tentatively” because when I called today they told me I was “tentatively” scheduled for March 21st….Holy Cow was I frustrated.  It’s not that I am looking forward to my 4th surgery on my left knee, but having gone through this previously, I know something has to be done.

But despite all my emotion (I really felt like crying…and on Valentine’s Day of all days) I had a real peace.  I was reminded of what Jesus had done for me and that my hope is in Him and not man. Yes, the pain is real, which serves to remind me that if our hope is in man and his systems then we will (at some point) be disappointed.  But if our hope is in Jesus we will never be disappointed!

After hanging up the phone I was reminded of the lyrics to the song Everlasting God.

Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord

Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won’t grow weary

Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won’t grow weary

You’re the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles

Just what I needed to be reminded of today…and FYI – the doctor called back and I am “un-tentatively” scheduled back on the 28th!

Until next time…

Pastor Barry